Sounds simple but so mean

I remember when some of my best friends couldn't come to my birthday party


One of them didn't even tell me the reason until this day.
She wished me happy birthday on twitter & facebook and I thanked to her, 
a day before my birthday party, I sent texts and a tweet, hope she could join with the others.
waited for hours and started thinking "no reply? are you kidding me, honey?" I WASN'T mad, 
I wished she was okay cuz I was so worried.
And then, I signed in to twitter and saw her tweets, she tweeted a lot but didn't reply mine
(Thank God, I could control myself)
I wondered why she didn't notice me, oh my Lord!


The day!
I met my besties, I've missed them! I tried to understand those who were not here
I called my girl (a bestie who didn't come with no reason) by phone but she rejected it, texted her and I got what? NOTHING! 
a simple "sorry"? DON'T ASK THAT!
going to send a message by BBM, and I realized that SHE DELETED ME FROM HER CONTACTS! Oh man!

I cried on my special day. How could you do that to me, babe???
DISAPPOINTED?? hell yeah!!


Girl, if you read this, I don't wanna make this thing up. But would you please tell me what was my fault? If you think I ignore you, you're wrong. You're the place where I put all my secrets, where I share my life about, I DO make mistakes. Sorry to say but sometimes you think I never care when I really do. I love all my friends, not just one person. And sometimes you take all the things seriously when I take 'em as jokes. 



Things won't come up if people don't blow them up!


I miss you <3